This weeks story comes from Rowan. A community member sharing their experience and I think there’s some important takeaways for all of us. ❤️💜💙
I’ve experienced profound love more than once. I’ve met some soulmates before — it would be lovely to confirm what I already know.
My twin flame journey is not a breeze in the park. While I am an Air element, the twin flame journey is not without density. Since mid-late February of this year, I’ve shared an intimate, deep, beautiful, and intense connection with a peer. He confirmed that he felt connected to me from his heart. So did I. His energy pulsated in my body. Whenever I thought about him, he’d appear. We could not ignore each other.
He did not know how to process his feelings. He could not sit with his non-platonic emotions toward me. The flame ‘ran away’ from me at the beginning of last month. He ghosted me. We blocked our profiles on social media. I refuse to keep mediating the damage — I made this decision for my sanity. I don’t even know what happened. I wish I could peek inside his brain.
I don’t understand why he shut down on me emotionally. I can’t fathom why we’d reciprocate such deep emotions only to separate. I hope that someone, most importantly myself, can find an answer that provides closure. Searching for the missing piece is a challenging route.
I’ve never loved anyone as much as him. The connection stood out to me more than any other one combined. He’s even visited me a couple of times in my dreams. He still seems angry and psychologically aloof.
I see angel numbers daily. Gray feathers appear frequently.
I didn’t learn to start loving myself unconditionally until we split. My inner peace and joy waxes. I’ve discovered new truths about myself: my soul craves freedom, self-expression, and the like. I need adventure and space to digest my life as a whole.
He’s mirrored my commitment-phobe tendencies. These days, I embrace my [“Age of Pleasure.”] I refuse to wait for reconciliation to live fully and wholeheartedly. I can find love effortlessly in anything, anyone.
I am learning how to trust the process. Time alone is refreshing.
I meditate, sunbathe, forest bathe on trails, write poetry and other forms of creative fiction, sing and compose music, watch comedies, speak to a therapist regularly, and incorporate positive affirmations into my schedule multiple times a week. Self-preservation is not selfish; it is a necessity.
I am grateful for the lessons I’ve learned. I am embracing my cocktails of emotions and accepting reality. My mental health does matter. I am willing to ask for help and admit my faults.
Being human is my greatest strength. I love who I love.
I can’t speak for the future. I am grounding myself in the now.
Thank you so much! Twin Flame Collective!
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us Rowan. This is exactly what it takes to survive the twin flame journey and I think anyone learning from your experiences will be setting themselves up for success. We can’t wait to hear what lies in your future. ❤️💜💙