I just read the most heartfelt letter in the twin flames community, and it hit me right in the feels! The writer, S, poured his soul out to L, apologizing for the pain he’s caused and explaining why he had to step back. The love he describes is so intense and raw, it’s clear he believes they are twin flames destined to reunite one day.
If you were to write me a letter being completely honest about your feelings I think this is what it would say….
My L
I am so so sorry that you are hurting. You’re honestly the last person on this earth that I would ever want to hurt. When I think of you (which is a lot) I feel so guilty. I warned you I was bad medicine, poison and you never believed me. I wish you had listened.
I’m sorry I cannot be there for you the way that you need. I honestly wish I could. You’re the first person on my mind each morning and the last person I think of before sleep. I can’t listen to the radio right now because every song reminds me of you. I drive around at work, with only the sound of my inner voice and that’s not much better either because no matter how hard I try to push away my thoughts of you, they just won’t go.
I’m trying so hard to do the right thing. To stand with my family, be there for my boys, stand by my wife but I honestly miss you more than words can say. I’m dying inside not talking to you, seeing your beautiful smile, hearing you laugh, seeing you do that cute side glance when you are embarrassed or shy. Saying ‘Noimnot’ when I wind you up. You are one of the kindest most lovely people I have ever known and not having you in my life is killing me. You literally were my sunshine.
I know I’m going the right thing for my family. Like I’ve told you I made my bed, now I have to lie in it. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not all bad. The wife is not a bad person, she’s lovely but she just isn’t you. I’ve been quite bad tempered these last two weeks without you, trying to pretend I’m ok but I have no other choice. I do love my life and I just can’t hurt my kids.
I pray that you are ok and still smiling and I really do hope you understand my choices. If only I could go back to being 15 again, I would have made sure you were mine. I would have taken the chance to really let you know how I felt about you. I was just so grateful to have you as my best friend. You were the one place that made me feel safe and happy. I loved spending time with you.
I never thought that you could ever feel the same way about me. When we reconnected because of your sister the intensity of my feelings for you shocked me. How did they last 28 years? It was like we had never been apart. The first time we saw each other our eyes connected and it was unreal, like an explosion. I know you felt it too.
From that day I just couldn’t get enough of you. I was so happy to have you back in my life, so overwhelmed by my feelings and the need to talk to you all the time that my family just faded into the background. I could not wait to get up on a morning to message you, to get to work so I could FaceTime you. I would just want to talk to you all day.
So many times you tried to walk away from this connection because you knew that it was morally wrong but I couldn’t let you. You were like my oxygen. Everytime you pulled away, I chased. I rang you, I messaged, I knocked your door. I was just infatuated with you. As time went by I realised what I was doing. I’m a married man but I felt like a teenage boy all over again. The love and connection I felt for you was so strong that I knew if I did not cut you out, my life would implode. I couldn’t do that to my wife or my boys because they are the innocents in this.
I started to pull away, changed the way I spoke to you, became distant because I knew no matter what I wanted I could not be with you. It wasn’t our time. I know I hurt you, I know I love bombed you and left (as you put it) but I honestly never wanted to hurt you. I will always be sorry for that. I just knew it was the right thing to do,
I’m not worthy of you. You really to deserve the best of everything but I’m toxic and will only hurt you. You have been on a pedal stool since we were teenagers and you still are. I just feel really lucky that you finally loved me back, even if it wasn’t our time.
I do miss you everyday. I feel like a part of me is missing. Our connection has petrified me and I have ran because I’m scared. I worry you will look at me one day and see how childish, needy and broken I really am and I could not bare that. I hope you hate me right now for what I have done to you. I really do. Maybe that will make things easier for me to live with.
As much as I miss you now, I can’t come back. I’ve got to stay strong for both of our sakes. I don’t even know what this was or is and I need time to work it out. Is this just teenage infatuation and feelings brought on due to memories or is this real? I really don’t know.
You told me we were twin flames and I agreed with you. I have no other way to understand this connection and my feelings. I know I will see you again. I don’t know when or how but if we really are twin flames we will come back together at some point. I know we will.
I am so do sorry for hurting you my L. You have always been My L and you always will be. If we see each other around, it’s kind and not nasty and I hope one day you will be able to forgive me for the pain I have caused you.
I really do love you. Have a good life, be happy. I’ll hopefully see you around.
From your S xxx
One of the most interesting points was how S couldn’t escape thoughts of L, even when trying to focus on his family. This really resonated with many of us, showing the powerful and inescapable nature of twin flame connections. A lot of members chimed in with support, hoping S gets the courage to send the letter and face L, which could lead to healing for both.
There were some differing opinions too, like whether S should prioritize his family or follow his heart. This sparked a friendly debate about the balance between responsibilities and true love. It really tied into broader discussions we’ve had about the sacrifices and challenges in twin flame journeys.
An insightful tip shared was the importance of honest communication, even if it’s painful. Many believe that understanding and closure are crucial for growth, which S’s letter might provide if he sends it.
Overall, this post beautifully encapsulates the intense emotions and complexities of twin flame relationships. It’s a reminder that even in separation, the love and connection remain strong, fueling our ongoing discussions about destiny, love, and personal growth.
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